>Differentiation. Big word meaning BEING ONE’S SELF (see what a seminary education will get you?). Learning much of this lately. Boundaries. What I really think. What I wanna say. How I want to spend my time and with who. What I like. What I wanna be when I grow up (if ever). Who I am not and don’t even want to be.
Sometimes this is hard. Lots of times I feel like Julia Roberts in that really cheesy scene in Runaway Bride where she’s trying umpteen kinds of eggs trying to figure it out. What do I like? Who am I, really?
Who am I apart from Olive? From Jeff? On my own?
Still learning. Trying to differentiate into my solid self.
Which is why something as simple as trying to blog for 30 consecutive days is hard. What on earth do I want to say, anyway? What voice is truly mine?
Thanks for being with me on the journey.